fallen ill wth chills and fever..this week reallie aint a good one.had a long talk, why didnt u tell me early? but waited soo many months before telling me..i dunnoe. i stuck between. good pals have asked me to hang on. but seriously, i am too tired.why had u hide such impt thg from me? we promised to tell each other thgs..u went against it.i feel lonely and unwanted. who is to pick me up when i have fallen, but myself. This going to be a long and dreading journey. u havent said to end it..but i sensed it. it's only a matter of when. i'll try my best,hope u do the same. please,treat me like urs and ur mine.i shagged soo shagged that my mum asked me not to study. (wah..) she claims i'm too stressed up..oh ya, i'm. i gonna take a rest and study. try studying. to that someone,dont be nice to me again. i'm worried i cant let u go when the time comes.why did i get into relationship when i know it hurts? love is blind..
