sunday..time flies but the hurt doesnt heal.all i want to think about is my o levels.no,i'm not geeky or smart. i'm just hardworking; fearing that i wont do well.i wan a high-paying job,good life (a condo,a blue BMW and clothes ). havent been touching books since friday. laziness overpowered by easily tempted soul. watch tv-oh ya,good shows.
i wonder if i really made the wrong chose into a relationship.ya,true,when thgs are fine and smooth sailing,u think u are so blessed and fortunate. but, when thgs are wrong,u blame noone but urself in a rela. everyone knows love hurts,but why are humans so imbecile to get into one? God made human to love-not to hate. but yet hate is everywhere.jealousy too.
the worst feeling is Regret. regret not studying hard enough to get better results,regret not following ur heart,regret not following ur conscious.The world is cruel move one and dont look back.when thgs are done,they are done.Nthg changes the fact of it.There's no turning back want thgs are done. some may argue that relationships can be patched.i dont deny it. but,aint the hurts and scars be still there? the only way is to get out to it,think abt it and let sb else heal it.Be it friends,family member etc.
i want to move on. i want to be the wilful resilient gurl i was-i'm verrry stubborn and hot-headed too. to there sb out ther, a note to u, dont push ur luck too far.u are getting out of hand.crudely saying, i cant stand ur attitude.
*angel, i read ur blog. stay strong girl. i'm in the same boat as u. i'll be there for u =) *
* to o level and A level Takers, study hard. dont count on luck,its never always on ur side*
*to lucky singles out there,if u love ur present lifestyle,stick to it.*
