val,welcome back. okie,i am lame. havent been updating for a lonnggg time. studying,sleeping.reading and oh ya, thats some freaking problem wth my explorer. it cocks up occasionally. my laptop? sometime wrong wth the keyboard. let me definite the definition of sth wrong : it means if i press 'A',it comes out as B..yaya.
chem and physics pract are over!!!!i'm not feeling very free or happy though.dont know why.feel fucked up .
i want to get out of this life. cant wait to suntan wth girlfriends,shopping all day,gossiping abt the lastest scantily clad bitch,watching a heartfelt romance movie feeling like a loser in the end. i want to start a new life. i just want to keep my friends (real friends). the rest? i'm giving it up WeeWee!!!! my neighbour,also my mothers good friend,said sth meaningful ytd. she was talking abt girls wanting to commit suicide over a bf. So Stupid! another one out that who is like this,think carefully! If the guy is the one,u think he will break up wth u in the first place? Soo many out there,think ur time. let love find both of u. no point hanging on. I have been reading mag like teens,17 or a long time. i dont know why girls get pregnant and then cry cry over it. if u are so afraid,why even risk urself?
i'm not feeling nervous abt o levels though..but i'm nervous abt what happens after o levels. i want it dont cleanly.( dont ask me what. read in btw the lines)
i'm outta here.ciao.
