letting u go..
i dont want to let u go. i dont want to.if u want it that way,its okay wth me. i wish u all the best in what u do. This was tough looking at u walk away from me.especially today. the word of 'goodbye', couldnt come out from my mouth when u said 'bye'. i kept really quiet when i was walking wth u, fear of tearing just at this moment. i hope u are happy..really hope. thanks for the wonderful journey wth me,be it good or bad. the memories stays. like an eraser,there will always be a smudge left at the end.Likewise, i wont forget u. never. u made me realize what it was like being in LOVE. yes, in LoVe. for the first time in my last 4 relationships,i didnt feel love. I spent great times wth u..great times. for the first time,i was able to scarifice so much for sb. trust me,i never thought i could wait so long for u . the ride wth u wasnt all smooth sailing. U are not bad,not at all. it was nobody's fault to come to this ending. Our Chapter has ended.But the story hasn't. Whether our chapter continues, i really dont know. I belive that If we are meant to be together,no matter what,we'll be together at the end. If not, we are not. =) Thinking abt the times we spent laughing,cooking togther makes me smile yet pain inside.Letting u go wasnt easy for me. i have been staying a lot of time wth my friends, a way of forgetting the times wth u. its only a temporary solution..i know it.
i was hurt once,thats why i was afraid of loving again. but,unconsciouly,i fell deep for u.No matter what happens,our lifes have to go on. To the U, u know who u are, i'll always be there for u. Thnk for letting me know u deeper,more than anyone could. i love u .
