had a weird dream last night..the whole scene happened before to me in real life. i wasnt sad,happy whatsoever..instead, i feel kinda weird..its the first time such stuff happen to me. i ever dreamt abt past real life events. its scary.i shall not elaborate on the dream..
i just feel stagnant right now.PRomised myself that i will study for the upcoming test..oh well,i know that i wont study..well, at least for now haha.
i dont feel like going anywhere,even though i love to walk aimlessly.i dont know...a mixture of feelings is dwelling inside me now.confused...feeling shitty.damn shitty.
being in a relationship has its own prons and cons. i love the feeling of sb hugging me. the warmth comfy feeling.. someone to listen to ur complaints and frustrations. the feeling of somebody else's fingers entwined into urs.. but, i dislike quarrels..i hate feeling insecure.
i have aboslutely no idea why i'm writing all these.. gosh man,what has gotten into me..argghhhzzzz. i'm plainly writing wat comes into my mind right now.
