why is it i feel as though history is repeating itself...? is it that difficult to focus? damn..i hate the feeling. the constant 'itch' inside makes me feel weak and vulnerable. i wished i could surrender and put everythg down to focus on my work too. but, reality is, it's impossible. it tough to tell you a solution which i dread. i have two choices. one, be selfish. two,let u get down to ur work. i would rather chose the latter though i clearly want the former. All i can say is, take care..
