i wanna work. there's so many things i wanna get, but cash is flowing out instead of in. mind you, i'm not that type of daughter who asks money from her parents, even though she is asked to do so. arghx. i feel so guilty whenever i ask for money, it just not right. i found a few jobs in the papers, but when's the point to calling the companies when i havent ask for permission. i already know what answer i'm gonna receive from my dad. a straight NO. like any normal teenager, i get materialistic at times, oh well, always. i love pretty things, i love shopping, most importantly, i love spending. its pointless going shopping with my mum, really.our taste are so different. basically, my mum only buys for me what she likes -__- i really hate that. why must i get something that i dont like but just to please her? ya, she's my mother but she's not ME. my dad, on the other hand, is opposite of her. but still.. its so sickening
i'm gonna pluck up my courage to ask them later, when they wake up, hopefully. arghhxx.
