today was a bittersweet day for me. was finally able to meet up with baby for movie, memoirs of a geisha it was. the movie's a far cry from the book. the book's sooo much nicer. advice to those who have read the book, dont watch the movie to avoid much disappointment. i love suntec theatre hahaha. so niceeee!!
this was the sweet part, but things changed drastically when we ended up at queensway. I really really wanted to go there coz of u, not me. i had no intentions to buy any shoes. haiz..but i admit i was in a foul mood, i dunnoe why also. sorry for bursting out at you. sorry for everything. i was soo afraid of losing him. it's indeed the virgin time i felt so lost and fear engulfed my entire being.
i really hope he gives me another chance to make thgs right this time. i wanted today to be perfect for us, i never knew thgs would turn out so sour. its so rare that i get to see u baby. really sorry.
i pray pray hard that thgs will be fine. i;m willing to change,really. but i'm quite at a lost on how to control my temper. its all coz my temper that our relationship become so sour. baby, thanks for the endless tolerance u have for me, give me another chance okie? i dont wanna lose a precious. love you =)
