i need to breathe,yes, i feel suffocated in the piles of econs notes i've been feeding myself today.life is a mask,all of us are plain actors and actresses in a play. i have to admit that i'm not always myself in front of others, behind the huge smile, is a girl with troubles,anger,hurt and sadness. The only time i'm truthful to myself is when i'm with my boy.I feel secure and emotionally naked when i'm with him,somehow i'm able to better express myself through my words and actions,which can be very irritating and hurtful to him. sorry baby but thanks for understanding me. The older i get, the more difficult it is to show my true self to the world out there,fear of rejection,fear of criticisim,fear of dejection,fear of loneliness etc. I'm glad for a understanding boyfriend who doesnt scream at me for my actions but reprimand me indirectly for hurting him. most of you may think of me as a selfish girl,who does what she wants and feel likes, in short,a princess. But dudes,who are you to judge me. you dont even know me,my life and what i'm going through. I work hard to where i'm right now,what i've achieved so far. However, i do need some character moulding, i'm plain stubborn.thats all for now. back to chem and a little maths . wish me luck for tmr,the start of mid-year exam league
