does anybody has a fast and painfree way to die? i'm sick of my life,damn sick esp of my family. i dont know why i'm born into such an unloving and fake family,when there's outsiders, they seem to act very close and good parents. but, at home, they arent. its very sad indeed. i feel as though my life is only about getting good results. i remeber the 'locked up' days in primary, my father is very strict, no hanging out after school, no late shows only studyibg from 7pm to 10pm. i vividly remeber the thick assigment books that my father used to buy for me. basically no childhood except barbie dolls.
maybe i'm too stressed up now,maybe i'm not. whatever it is , ciao!
