i'm going type really fast,maybe as fast as i talk coz time is ticking away and my first paper is in fucking 2 days time! fuck shit. okie.cool it
i just had to put down my pen to pen down my thoughts, well, pening it on the computer.
its peculiar how complex human relationships are sometimes. i have a love-hate feelings towards my parents.sometimes they are sooo sweet,making me feel so blessed but sometimes lousy parents.there seems as thought a mood to be parents and mood not to be.my bro and i have same sentiments that my parents,esp my mum, was not at all prepared for motherhood. she spends more time in church than with the family,blaming us for not allocating enough time for parents. what the heck.i'm always at home, all thanks to the workload that is forever multiplying. so much for a 5 day school week and allocating more time to family during weekend when in fact teachers are sooo much smarter than to pile us hwk during the weekends since they are not allowed to call us back on weekends. i love mum-daughter time together, but totally HATE it when she's soo unreasonable when it comes to shopping. frankly, hate shopping with her. she nags and nags and nags, when she's the perfect example of what she nags about. so hyprocritical. everytime i shop with her, i feel like her bloody maid, 'so, is this nice?' and i replu, ' okie lorh,not my taste'. mum rolls her eyes and walks away. bloody shit you, u ask people for opinion then accept criticism lah.DUH. 2nd scenario, ' mum, can i get footwear?' mum says,' u got sooo many shoes already!' and i mumble,' the last pair of shoe YOU bought for me was in let me seee..sec4?' the rest is bought by dearest me. IDIOT. she has 3 cabinets that's solely her shoes and still counting. seee. so, parents shouldnt blame their children, but look at themselves first. i really detest it when they lovvveee comparing kampong times to modern times. wake up parents.wake up. welcome to the technology age.
