i'm supposed to be sleeping and recovering from my sore throat.yes, i'm down with a soreee throat, feeling super raw and dry,must be the haze. i really cant tolerate dry gloomy weather.
9 more days to Big A's, hope i get well soon,by tmr morning. its not good being unwell and trying very very hard to concentrate,totally stinks. i slept most of time time since yester, but thnk goodness with His help,managed to get some work done.
i may sound very materialistic sometimes. i realize that our mindsets and wants evolve with our age. i was much more materialistic in the past, esp during seconday school, when Fashion was the thing. But now, i honestly proclaim that i'm not after such unworthly,superficial things. 1. i dont get a boyfriend to satisfy my materials wants ( i find it very sluttish and high-class whores to depend on sb for $$$ ) 2. i dont go ' i want this ', ' i want that' blah blah. get a life like kiddos. 3, i see other things more impt in life =) 4. peeps. that'r much more things to do than shop u know? gosh.
people indulge in material satisfaction to feel secure amongst people, its a form of gaining confidence and attracting attention. If u feel this way, do find ur true self. there's no such thing as, ' its human nature to be materialistic'. moreover, do u know that it is a sin to be materialistic? its basically devil at work guys. =)
