this Good Friday today, not at all Good since i have to start revising for exams, less than 1 month away.. stinking shit. BUT BUT, it also means slightly more than 1 month away from Thailand/Pattaya trip with Baby. All booked and we are ready to FLYY.
Quite excited, i foresee squabbles along the way, mini quarrels, but coupled with lots of hugs and kisses as well haha. It's quite amazing how our quarrels never last more than 1 day, 99.9% of it , at most a few hours than we are back to normal. Its ironice when we quarrel i have to try so darn hard not to turn soft for him and give in. Baby's always the one giving in first :x
this week has been a roller-coaster ride for me, intense jealously got over my head. it's the first time i'm soo darn jealous over some stupid girl(sorry baby,i'm being frank here), all because baby keep commenting how she resembles me. oh ya man, i'm still darn jealous..
This brings back to the recent issue of a Newspaper Article on Mind Your Body. ' Should married husbands go out with Female friends' somthing along this line. The writer wrote about her experience, but decided not to show her jealously, since it wouldnt not bring the relationship to any good.
Ultimately, if something bad happens, it happens, its very much unstoppable. Which i feel is particularly true in any relationship, be it gf/bf or married. We can never stop such a thing from happening. No matter how strong or weak , long or short, intimate or distance, the relationship me, preventing such things from occuring is out of our control. I dont believe that long relationship can minimise such impact, i once have a couple friend who have been together for 4 years, then broke up because of a third party. the guy claimed ' we have been together for so long, nothing to converse about. i know everythg about her. Unlike the new chick, she's so interesting' Which i thought made a lot of sense. Things would be different if its strong relationship, again the meaning of 'Strong' is subjective. I will never forget about this week, and as baby said, ' we are strong' . As we proceed on with this coming 3-year journey together, tribulations will be a part of our growth. the stronger you are, the weaker you are as well, since the fear of disappointment gets stronger. At least i have the faith in facing such challenges..peace out people!
