today was the breaking point, i broke down, after 6 months of misery.
Shall not comment any further.
Thanks to those who have been there for me,
Zhi hong- thnks for calling me at 1230am, giving me advices and different perpective
LeiLei- my hall neighbour (2 doors away), thnks for going hall meeting with me. Thnks for msning with me. My one true friend in hall, i wont be seeing you often already, But i miss you. I enjoy our late gossips along my corridor, working with you at Les Amis, and me jumping on your bed and raiding your fridge all the time.
Chin Boon- My BROTHER, since FOC 07/08. My brother , i dare say, for life. You have been there for me since we hit off during orientation camp. You never fail to make me feel warm.
WeiMing- the first scandal i had when i entered this hall. But, i never forgot the friendship we forged. Though you have entered the workforce, to me , you will still be my senior. My senior whom i can share my problems with.
Zong Wei - my best guy bud in hall. Crapping with you aint a problem, same goes for serious issues. Thanks for sharing your personal life with me, as i always said ' You are my Sister, and i am your Brother' . Thanks for replying to my smses even when you are in Thailand. Sorry for making you worried,i know you care.
Baby- i know you may be reading this post, feeling rather insecure since 3/4 of the names mentioned above are guys. You know very much how i feel for you, like i said, 'nobody can ever match up to how i feel for you..you are special' I didnt want to bother you, hence,my attitude. Pls understand. I need you baby. So, stop grinning and maybe hopefully sms me as you read this.
To God, i'm sorry. Sorry for questioning You. Please give me a clearer picture of what i'm facing now, give me a sense of assurance. I do need You. I need to know what and why all these are happening to me..I'm Lost .
