sometimes life is a bitch..i really dont know what will happen next,really. im confused. at times i feel happy,blessed but i still feel alone. is it because we have been together for so long, that we forget how we actually came about? do you really still care or just too comfortable to think about us.
i need to be strong. focus on my studies ,its only 2 months more to go. get a good cert, enjoy my working life and see how things go. i cant commit now, its too dangerous. its not that i dont love you anymore, but i dont feel the love from you anymore..i feel that what you are doing is because you have been doing so for the last 4.5 years..it becomes a routine.
im trying very hard to heck care.
